Moody... Cz of friends ???

Sigh :(
Very moody these few days.
Cz of my friends??
Am I really going to give up??
Giving up two precious friendships at the same time !!!
That is so not me !!!
Should I do that?? Am I a bad person??
Am I a very useless friend??
Guess so.. Sigh :(

Two friends,
Trusted you guys...
Loved you guys...
But,
You guys had changed...
Not the T..., not the C... I knew..
Sadz.. T.T

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T...,
You're one of my best friend... I trusted you so much !!
We shared everything... There was no secrets between us..
When I told you my secrets, you were there listening...
Gave me advices, told me what to do...
Bt,
as the time past you started to change...
These few days, when I talked to you..
You just give me the same answer - "o"
That's all you could say??
Sigh :(

C...,
I gt nothing to say...
People wouldn't understand...
Cz you're so different compared with normal ppl...
I'm very sorry that I had hurt you badly...
I, too wanted to continue this friendship...
Bt, I cant... I don't know how !!!
I'm sorry..

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Sorry guys...
Maybe it's me who don't know how to appreciate friendship...
Maybe it's me who is thinking too much...
Maybe it's me who became bad...
Maybe it's my own problem...
Or maybe... Sigh :(
Nevermind...
Being together made us sad and frustrating...
Why don't we just leave each other alone???
It'll be better.... I guess...
Sigh :(