I cant blif it !!!!

简直是超出我想象!!! 上了中学，在我生活中的一切都变了，包括我自己。从没想过，这些事会发生。明知道是不会发生的， 但为什么我一定要让它发生呢？当我看到了“它”，我才发现，我错得有多离谱。这时我才发觉，生命中最可怕的东西不是见到鬼，而是见到“它”!!!!我以为，保持距离、保持沉默，就让时间带走一切，没想到事情变得越来越严重。刚进中学不久，朋友全变了。“背叛”，让我不敢再继续交多些朋友。以前，朋友对我来说是我生命中最重要的，没有他们，我的生活根本不完整。可是到了中学，朋友对我来说没什么了，除非是那些信任我的。我一直很相信自己的朋友，我付出了所有真心去对待他们，但因为某些事，我们的友谊就这样结束了。怎样才是真正的好朋友呢？相信你、肯听你心里话；但却一直说你坏话。这是朋友吗？I dun get it.. Y?　Y everything has to change ? Being in a secondary school it's like " heart breaking" this thing does everyday.. 朋友的离开、家人和学业带给的压力让我的心一次又一次的被他们摔成碎片。Y dun they understand how i feel ? Y? After orientation 就有事情发生了，别人对我的印象不是很好。再加上这件事，我想没有人会相信我、当我的朋友了吧! 我一直去试着改变自己，但我还是失败了。失去了朋友们的信任、失去了家里的平静，让我的生活失去控制.... 在学校，我是别人眼中的坏女孩，总是会觉得很孤单；在家里，因为脾气暴躁的妈妈和超烦的弟妹让我的心无法平静。我真希望我从没出现在这世上!!! 如果我不在，世上就少了一个像我这样的人，也不会发生这么多不开心的事。最后我只想说对不起to those who I've 得罪的，I hope you guys can forgive me... I'll try my best to change myself and hope I'll nt gt things worse... Sorry everyone.. Really sorry...

I wish....

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吃饱没事做, 写了个很废的...的... (I know you know what) LOL.. Hahaz..

Hehehe.. Nth happened this few days... Yeah, goody !!!
Jz finished semester, finish form one...
Feel kinda happy...
Haha.. :)
Now everyday start long tone le..
Have to wake up very very very early every weekdays... Haiz...
And at school jz playin, talkin, waitin for test papers and bla bla bla...
Really bored at school...
Bt,
Happy Happy Happy !!!! Haha....
Now I jz wanna be Happy Happy Happy !!!!
Dunno y... Ha Ha.. Sot sot de me !! LOLx....
Hahazzz... :)
Everyday at class, crazy crazy de...
Maybe it's the only way to be happy and 4gt bout everythin... Hahazz...

Finish test le,
Hope my frenz all Happy Happy Happy de !!!
Enjoy da rest of the time in 2008 !!!
Must be happy every second o !!!

Bac from KL lu !!! :)

Wow !!! In a few seconds time, I'm in Miri le !!! Haiz...
Nine days in KL... Living with all my friends...
Miz it so so sooooo much !!!!! Haha...

24/8/08
5.00am reach d Airport... Scary rite?
about 6.20am we fly to KL....
8.30am reach KLIA.. Ha ha... Then go to our hostel...
This time, no hotel 4 us....
When we first got there... Everyone kept complaining...
It's like a nightmare !!! The place were dirty and spooky....
It's worse than we thought...
We couldn't blif that we're going to live in a place like that for 9 days !!!
But what can we do... Haiz...
After awhile, AMC and Lok Yuk band came..
They stayed with us da whole trip... He He....

After all da complains...
We got our luggage out from da bus...
Put it all at da "lobby"... Ha ha...
After that, we went to our rooms...
Girls were divided into 2 rooms...
My room leader was Ga Li and the teacher in charge was Pn. Soh...
Me and Wen Yi slept together...
After we put our luggage into our rooms..
Every1 rushed to da toilet to check it out....
Wow!!! Its main door was broken and it only have four showering places that got doors..
And da worst is.... It has no hot water !!!!
Haiz....
In the afternoon, Pn. Soh brought us to Carrefore to have our lunch and also shop 4 awhile...
There's no practice on da first day...
After dinner at da school canteen, every1 went studying in da hall...

25-30/8/08
We woke up very early everyday to practise and also rehearsal....
Bt after da practice and rehearsals... We went shopping...
We went to Carrefore, Jusco, 1 utama, KLCC, time square...
I spent almost 600 on this trip...
He He...
Other than that, we also gt jamming with other band members...
I met lots of friends.. He he..
We had lots of fun together !!!

31/8/08
Today is da big day...
We all woke up at 3.30 am to prepare ourselves...
When we gt there... We started warming up...
We took pictures with Lee Chong Wei b4 da parade started...
Haha.. We're so lucky...
About 8 or 9 something... Da parade started...
All of us did our best in it
though there were some accidents....
After da parade we went "home"....
Change our clothes, kept our things...
Then went shopping till nite time...
All of us were exhausted...

1/9/08
Time for us to go home...
After breakfast and packings... We went shopping again..
When we finish shopping, we went to KLIA...
We board da plane then flied back to Miri...
When we reach Miri's airport...
After we gt our lagguge... We gather da last time...
Pn Soh announced a great big news....
All of us won't need to go to school da next day...
So we don't need to take da test !!!!
She gt permission from da headmistress...
Haha... Cool rite?
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So now I'm at home playing computer, watch movie...
Ha ha... Enjoying !!!!
Bt time do fly fast.... I'm going to school in a few hours time...
Haiz... Nvm... At least I won't need to test GEO and History...
HA HA HA....
Everyone, good luck in your test !!!
JIA YOUZ !!!!!

What to say nerhxxx ???

Hi hi my dear blog.... Ha ha...
Almost one month... Or maybe two din update le...
Bz ma... I guess... Ha ha.... :P
Shaw, Kitty... I'm now cleaning da dust here... Ha Ha... :)
Now kinda clean le....

Erm... Today's da second week without training in school...
Kinda bored bt relaxing... Ha Ha....
Can play in da class.... And talk with my frenz....
Long time din do that le.... Ha Ha.... So happy to see my frenz again....
Nothing special happened this few days... So nth to say.. Haiz....
Now jz miss all da practise time with all da band members...
All those crazy times.... Ha Ha...
We did had lots of fun in Kuching....
Da competition was great... I guess.... Ha Ha... Bt I think da band did well....
Cg ok lar... Ha ha.... Jia youzzz in da next competition lor.... Mr. Oun's coming back...
Yeah !!!!!!!!!!! :) Ha ha....

I'm so happy cz my best frenz' list add another ppl...
She's Shi Hien.... She's now sitting beside me.... And we kept telling our secretz and help each other in everything....
She's kinda good.... Of course !!! Ha Hazzz.....

Shi Hien,
4get bout that thing k?
Dun worry cz.....
We'll be best frenz forever !!!!
I'll be there when you need me !!!
BEST FRENZ 4EVA !!!! MUAKZZZ !!!! HAHA !!!! :P

Lastly, I hope band can do well in da next competition and gt world champ....
CG gt da best CG in da whole world as well.... Maybe it's kinda hard for us....
Bt we'll do our best no matter what ....
Band and CG.... Jia youzzz o....

" One band
One sound
One heart
One soul "

JIA YOUZZZ BA !!!!