Tagged by Shaw .. (Long time ago) Haha.. ^^

Well, I'll skip the rules here.. Haha... Lazy to type !!!

Questions:
1. Do you have secrets ?
Duh !!! Everyone does...

2. Would you fall in love with a girl younger than you ?
That's impossible.. Cz I'm a girl !!!

3. Do you enjoy going to college
Erm... I dunno o... Wait till I go to college.. Haha..

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Wait till I have it ba... Haixx :(

5. Will you fall in love with your best fren?
No of course !!!

6. She left out this one !!

7. List 5 recently watched movies.
I cant rmb.. cz I dun watch movies that often..

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Erm... I dunno.. Wait till it happens ba !!!

9. List 5 favourite songs.
- This is me
- I dont care
- I still believe
- Can I have this dance
- I miss you

10. Do you have any regrets?
Of course !! Who doesnt???!!!

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
If you buy me a time machine maybe I'll know..

12. Who is the most important person to you?
Friends.. I guess

13. What kind of person do you think the person that tagged you is?
Caring and she's a very good fren !!!

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married bt poor?
Now of course is single and rich lar... When I grow up baru think again..

15. What is your favourite colour?
Light purple, black n white, pink, blue

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
Well, maybe yes maybe nt

17. If you fall in love with 2 ppl simultaneously, which one would you choose?
I think it's quite impossible for me to like 2 ppl at the same time..

18. What are the top 5 places on your " to-go list "?
- Paris
- New Zealand
- Japan
- German
- England

19. Name 3 things you would like to do bt would never be able to.
- Do magic
- Fly
- Travel back to time

20. 5 ppl that I've tagged
Well, I think I dun tag anyone lar... It's really tired to type all those things.. haha...
Bt if you want also can lar...

Mission accomplish !!! Yeah !!! ^.^

Yeah !! Finally we finish our "mission" yesterday !!! Which is the concert of Lv zhou tenth anniversary celebration !!! Woo Huuuu !!!! We practised and practised, rehearsal and rehearsal and finally.. we did it !!! Sososososososo happy !!! Hehe... ^^ Thank you Lv Zhou !!! For inviting us to perform !!! Thanks !!! Hope that we can perform next time, cz I think performing on stage with band is one of the happiest thing in my life !!! CH band , Jia youz o!!!

Well, concert over le !! Have to go to the next step.. Which is "Spain" ... Haiz... It's gonna be tough for everyone... Bt I blif that everyone has prepared for it !!! Everyone, 2gether jia you ba !!! Then bcome national champion and make everyone proud !!! Jia you !! Jia you !!! Jia you !!! RMB (again)

One band
One sound
One heart
One soul !!!!!!

Annual band camp 2008... Over le !!! Haiz...

Yea !!! Band camp ended yesterday !! Wow !!! Everyone cried !!! Hehe.. First wanna thank form 4 board 4 organising such fun camp !!! Thanks !!! I know it's hard and tired !!! GM, U guys scared me a lot !!! Ah !! I cant sleep at the 1st nite eh... Haiz.. Too scary le... And murderer... Kurt and Kim, you guys scared us when we were bhind da hall... Haha.. And I wanna say sry to you guys if I did something wrong... Erm, wanna thank my angel (Jessica Jong) for writting msgs to me !!! And also those music angels !!! Thanks 4 you guys de msgs though I dunno who you guys are... And erm.. Thanks Nyuik & Chew Ling.. U guys are the best leaders !!! (slogan) " Who wan to win ?? Ya.. Ya.. Yatch-ie" !! I'll never 4gt !!! hehe.. Erm.. The last nite of the camp, like erm 3 or 4 in da morning Jia yang and Alvince came in to our room holding a few markers !!! Haha.... Well, nt both of them only.. Lots of ppl too of course.. Erm.. including me.. We draw the faces, hands and legs of those who were asleep haha.. Sorry o.. I've been bad... Bt it's fun o.. Haha... Sorry.. And last day de game at da beach very fun bt tired.. N that incident scared me a lot too... So erm.. everyone muz be careful o !!! Haiz.. Band camp over lu.. Practices start soon.. Well, it's 2moro.. Haha... Cz we have to perform at lv zhou camp de concert... So everyone jia you o !!! RMB...
One band
One sound
One heart
One soul
Everyone 2gether jia youz ba !!

Photo of my name tag !! Haha.. No picture cz I din pass up... Hehe...

Socks given by my leaders and gt signature and msgs from our group leaders...

Msgs from my angel, my xiao band zai and music angels... So happy when I received them..

Present given by my xiao band zai !!!! Hehe.. Thank you my xiao band zai...

I cant blif it !!!!

简直是超出我想象!!! 上了中学，在我生活中的一切都变了，包括我自己。从没想过，这些事会发生。明知道是不会发生的， 但为什么我一定要让它发生呢？当我看到了“它”，我才发现，我错得有多离谱。这时我才发觉，生命中最可怕的东西不是见到鬼，而是见到“它”!!!!我以为，保持距离、保持沉默，就让时间带走一切，没想到事情变得越来越严重。刚进中学不久，朋友全变了。“背叛”，让我不敢再继续交多些朋友。以前，朋友对我来说是我生命中最重要的，没有他们，我的生活根本不完整。可是到了中学，朋友对我来说没什么了，除非是那些信任我的。我一直很相信自己的朋友，我付出了所有真心去对待他们，但因为某些事，我们的友谊就这样结束了。怎样才是真正的好朋友呢？相信你、肯听你心里话；但却一直说你坏话。这是朋友吗？I dun get it.. Y?　Y everything has to change ? Being in a secondary school it's like " heart breaking" this thing does everyday.. 朋友的离开、家人和学业带给的压力让我的心一次又一次的被他们摔成碎片。Y dun they understand how i feel ? Y? After orientation 就有事情发生了，别人对我的印象不是很好。再加上这件事，我想没有人会相信我、当我的朋友了吧! 我一直去试着改变自己，但我还是失败了。失去了朋友们的信任、失去了家里的平静，让我的生活失去控制.... 在学校，我是别人眼中的坏女孩，总是会觉得很孤单；在家里，因为脾气暴躁的妈妈和超烦的弟妹让我的心无法平静。我真希望我从没出现在这世上!!! 如果我不在，世上就少了一个像我这样的人，也不会发生这么多不开心的事。最后我只想说对不起to those who I've 得罪的，I hope you guys can forgive me... I'll try my best to change myself and hope I'll nt gt things worse... Sorry everyone.. Really sorry...

I wish....

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吃饱没事做, 写了个很废的...的... (I know you know what) LOL.. Hahaz..

Hehehe.. Nth happened this few days... Yeah, goody !!!
Jz finished semester, finish form one...
Feel kinda happy...
Haha.. :)
Now everyday start long tone le..
Have to wake up very very very early every weekdays... Haiz...
And at school jz playin, talkin, waitin for test papers and bla bla bla...
Really bored at school...
Bt,
Happy Happy Happy !!!! Haha....
Now I jz wanna be Happy Happy Happy !!!!
Dunno y... Ha Ha.. Sot sot de me !! LOLx....
Hahazzz... :)
Everyday at class, crazy crazy de...
Maybe it's the only way to be happy and 4gt bout everythin... Hahazz...

Finish test le,
Hope my frenz all Happy Happy Happy de !!!
Enjoy da rest of the time in 2008 !!!
Must be happy every second o !!!

Bac from KL lu !!! :)

Wow !!! In a few seconds time, I'm in Miri le !!! Haiz...
Nine days in KL... Living with all my friends...
Miz it so so sooooo much !!!!! Haha...

24/8/08
5.00am reach d Airport... Scary rite?
about 6.20am we fly to KL....
8.30am reach KLIA.. Ha ha... Then go to our hostel...
This time, no hotel 4 us....
When we first got there... Everyone kept complaining...
It's like a nightmare !!! The place were dirty and spooky....
It's worse than we thought...
We couldn't blif that we're going to live in a place like that for 9 days !!!
But what can we do... Haiz...
After awhile, AMC and Lok Yuk band came..
They stayed with us da whole trip... He He....

After all da complains...
We got our luggage out from da bus...
Put it all at da "lobby"... Ha ha...
After that, we went to our rooms...
Girls were divided into 2 rooms...
My room leader was Ga Li and the teacher in charge was Pn. Soh...
Me and Wen Yi slept together...
After we put our luggage into our rooms..
Every1 rushed to da toilet to check it out....
Wow!!! Its main door was broken and it only have four showering places that got doors..
And da worst is.... It has no hot water !!!!
Haiz....
In the afternoon, Pn. Soh brought us to Carrefore to have our lunch and also shop 4 awhile...
There's no practice on da first day...
After dinner at da school canteen, every1 went studying in da hall...

25-30/8/08
We woke up very early everyday to practise and also rehearsal....
Bt after da practice and rehearsals... We went shopping...
We went to Carrefore, Jusco, 1 utama, KLCC, time square...
I spent almost 600 on this trip...
He He...
Other than that, we also gt jamming with other band members...
I met lots of friends.. He he..
We had lots of fun together !!!

31/8/08
Today is da big day...
We all woke up at 3.30 am to prepare ourselves...
When we gt there... We started warming up...
We took pictures with Lee Chong Wei b4 da parade started...
Haha.. We're so lucky...
About 8 or 9 something... Da parade started...
All of us did our best in it
though there were some accidents....
After da parade we went "home"....
Change our clothes, kept our things...
Then went shopping till nite time...
All of us were exhausted...

1/9/08
Time for us to go home...
After breakfast and packings... We went shopping again..
When we finish shopping, we went to KLIA...
We board da plane then flied back to Miri...
When we reach Miri's airport...
After we gt our lagguge... We gather da last time...
Pn Soh announced a great big news....
All of us won't need to go to school da next day...
So we don't need to take da test !!!!
She gt permission from da headmistress...
Haha... Cool rite?
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So now I'm at home playing computer, watch movie...
Ha ha... Enjoying !!!!
Bt time do fly fast.... I'm going to school in a few hours time...
Haiz... Nvm... At least I won't need to test GEO and History...
HA HA HA....
Everyone, good luck in your test !!!
JIA YOUZ !!!!!

What to say nerhxxx ???

Hi hi my dear blog.... Ha ha...
Almost one month... Or maybe two din update le...
Bz ma... I guess... Ha ha.... :P
Shaw, Kitty... I'm now cleaning da dust here... Ha Ha... :)
Now kinda clean le....

Erm... Today's da second week without training in school...
Kinda bored bt relaxing... Ha Ha....
Can play in da class.... And talk with my frenz....
Long time din do that le.... Ha Ha.... So happy to see my frenz again....
Nothing special happened this few days... So nth to say.. Haiz....
Now jz miss all da practise time with all da band members...
All those crazy times.... Ha Ha...
We did had lots of fun in Kuching....
Da competition was great... I guess.... Ha Ha... Bt I think da band did well....
Cg ok lar... Ha ha.... Jia youzzz in da next competition lor.... Mr. Oun's coming back...
Yeah !!!!!!!!!!! :) Ha ha....

I'm so happy cz my best frenz' list add another ppl...
She's Shi Hien.... She's now sitting beside me.... And we kept telling our secretz and help each other in everything....
She's kinda good.... Of course !!! Ha Hazzz.....

Shi Hien,
4get bout that thing k?
Dun worry cz.....
We'll be best frenz forever !!!!
I'll be there when you need me !!!
BEST FRENZ 4EVA !!!! MUAKZZZ !!!! HAHA !!!! :P

Lastly, I hope band can do well in da next competition and gt world champ....
CG gt da best CG in da whole world as well.... Maybe it's kinda hard for us....
Bt we'll do our best no matter what ....
Band and CG.... Jia youzzz o....

" One band
One sound
One heart
One soul "

JIA YOUZZZ BA !!!!

~ Plz hear what I'm nt saying ~

Don't be fooled by me.
Don't be fooled by the face I wear.
For I wear a mask, a thousand masks,
mask that I'm afraid to take off,
and none of them is me.
Pretending is an art that's second nature to me.
But don't be fooled.
For God's sake don't be fooled.
I give u the impression that I'm secure,
that confidence is my name and coolness is my game,
that the water's calm and I'm in command,
and that I need no one.
But don't believe me.
My surface may seem smooth but my surface
is my mask, ever-varying and ever-concealing.

Beneath lies no complacence.
Beneath lies confusion and fear and aloneness.
But I hide this. I don't want anybody to know it.
I panic at the thought of my weakness and fear being exposed.
That's why I frantically create a mask to hide behind,
a nonchalant sophisticated facade, to help me pretend,
to shield me from the glance that knows.
But such a glance is precisely my salvation.
My only hope, and I know it.
That is, if it's followed by accepttance,
if it's followed by love.
It's the only thing that can liberate me from myself,
from my own self-built prison walls,
from the barries I so painstakingly erect.
It's the only thing that will assure me
of what I can't assure myself,
that I'm really worth something.
I don't like to hide.
I don't like to play superficial phony games.
I want to stop playing them.
I want to be genuine and spontaneous and me,
but you've gt to help me.
U've gt to hold out your hand
even when that's the last thing I seem to want.
Only you can wipe away from my eyes
the bland stare of the breathing dead.
Only you can call me into aliveness.

Each time you're kind and gentle and encouraging,
each time you try to understand bcz you really care.
My heart begins to grow wings, very small wings.
Very feeble wings,
but wings !!!
With your power to touch me into feeling
you can breath life into me.
I want you to know that.

Sometimes... Dun blif those stupid things i said.
But sometimes... Maybe... Jz maybe it's real.....
Haiz....
Erm... Hope you guys can understand.....

Arh !!! Wanna die le !!!

My UB 2's marks.... Erm......
Haiz... :(
Some.... DROP... Bt some... Ha ha.... Gt improve....
Like Sejarah !!! Wow !!! So happy with it !!!!
Bt PJK, KH, GEO, BM, PS, SC, BI and more....
Haiz.... Some gt Bs and some.... Jz drop.... Ha Hazz....
(Still can smile)
Bt my average.... Still 80+... Ha hazz.. ok lar....
If my average gt below 80... Wah.. HP kena keep lagi !!!
Ha Hazzz...

Haiz... :(
Long time din go to class liao....
Miss classes everyday !!!!
Whole day go band nia.... Training from 6.30 am till 5 pm...
Scary rite ???
Dunno my semester can gt good marks or not....
Haiz... :(
Brass Band.... Really very tired....
Bt a little happy !!! Ha hazzz...
Cz I can take part in the competition in Kuching !!!
Wow !!! First time eh !!!!
BT ..... !!!!
Haiz... :(
Marks sure will drop..... In semester....
Haiz....:( Later kena bom again !!!
Then HP cannot use lar... Computer cannot use lar...
Haiz..... Have to study from now !!!!
Haiz.....

Arh !!! Y so tired de o.....
2moro's Saturday rite ?
Haiz... Still gt training....
From 7.00 am till 5.00 pm....
Issh !!!!
Tiredzzz !!! Tiredzzz !!! Tiredzzz !!!

A memorable day... (30/3)

Last day of the school's concert !!!
Haiz..... :(
Wanna say thanks to Ivy and Chung Ong....
Thanks to them so that me and my frenz could perform so nicely on the stage this three dayzzz...
Thank you very much !!! Love you "mummy" (Ivy).... And "daddy" (Chung Ong) too !!!!!! Muakzzz... ^.^.^
And my other frenz.. who did nt take part in the concert....
I wanna say thanks to you guyz.....
Cz you guyz gave a lot of support....
Thank you thank you thank you !!!!
And all my frenz in the dance....
Thanks very much !!! You guyz sang birthday song to me !!
It's a bit too late bt.... Thanks.... !!!! Really thank you !!!
Chung Ong and Kah Khing !!!!
Arh !!! You guyz forgot my birthday already !!!
Haiz... :( SADZZZZ !!!!
Nvm lar... It's ok..... Maybe you guyz were really bz at that time.....
Ha hazzz.....

Luckily I din dance wrong on the stage today !!!
Dun play play o..... Todayz the last day !!!! Phew !!!
Wah !!! Y everybody wants me to take photo o.....
Haiz... :(
I hate to take photo cz I'll be like another person in the picture !!!
Sorry o..... Cz I really dun like it !!! Very ugly !!!!
Sorry Kitty.... :(
Sorry Shirley !!! :( Really sorry !!!
I din mean to reject it.... Bt I really dun like taking photo !!!
I really wanna take picture with you guyz bt.... Haiz.. :(
I took picture with Ivy, Yuk Kham and Jillyand also Wei Ching.....
Haiz.... :(
Me.... Haiz.. Only ruin the picture nia....
SADZZZZZZZZZZZ................:(

Thanks Choon Man, Kit Wee and Simon !!!
Cz you guyz accompany me till very late today !!!
Thanks....
Choon Man.... Told ya nt to stay up till so late... Ha Hazzz....
See..... Can't stand it already !!!!
Simon.... Yea... You're very tired.... You slept very early bt you accompany me till 12...
Thanks.....
Kit Wee... Thanks... You accompany me till I offline !!!
Thank you thank you thank you !!!!

What a birthday !!!

Hi guyz......
Yup... Todayz my birthday !!!!!!!!
A lot of ppl rmb..... Bt also a lot of ppl forgot.......
Haiz....... :(
My frenz gave me presents this morning..... WOW..!!!
Lots of PRESENTS o..... :) Ha Hazzz.....
Erm.... Wanna say thanks to Kitty......
Cz he "te4 di4" wake up at 12am to send me birthday wishes !!!!!
I'm so "gan3 dong4" o....... Thanks very much yea... KITTY !!!!
And Siew Hui... Thanks for the presents.... I like it very much !!!
And Kia Yuong.... Thanks for the beautiful card !!!!!!
And Deborah... Thanks for the pretty present !!!!!! I like it too......
And Brendan... Thanks for bringing me to Pete's Dali..... Food very nice o.....
And all my frenz.... Thanks for the birthday wishes !!!!!!

Todayz our schools concert.......
Very boring o.... We couldn't watch it unless we have tickets.....
Haiz... We sat there for a few hours..... Doin nothing !!!!
Todayz performance..... Very nice..... I guess.....
Drama..... Ha ha.... Nice job !!!! You guyz had done well !!!!!
And all the other performance...... Also very nice.... He he.......
Tomorrow's the second day of the concert...
Everyone....
Jia you !!!!! ^.^.^
Lastly....
I jz wanna say thanks my frenz....
Thanks for remembering my birthday !!!!

Results for the first monthly test in form one... :(

Wah!!! Very sad lar...... :(
I get 15th in class...... maybe I'll go down to 16th cz Jane's marks.....
Haiz............. :(
Is that the bez I can do ???? Huh ????
Haiz........ Adeela got the first place !!!!!!
Haiz........ Adeela's the freshing queen.... of course lar.......
There's a boy in our class very " geng " oh........
Every day go practise brass band also can get the second place o.......
Haiz........ Studying in A class very uneasy o......... :(
Those girlz in front are very serious when the test comes.......
Wahseh !!!! They're so good in studying lar.......
I can't beat them........ Haiz....... :(
Bt this is the first test nia ...........
I'll do better next time !!!!!!!
Next time, I wanna get at least ten and above lar.......
I'll try very hard......... See whether I can beat them or not.....
He he..... :)
Wish me luck !!!!!

~Jia you, Brenda !!!! ^.^.^
^.^Ha hazzz........ :)

BSMM training camp..... (first day)

Haiz.... Today very tired lar....... In the morning.... Get up very early to go to the training camp..... That one..... nvm....... When I reach there.... I thought got games or whatever.... something fun lar ..... Bt..... haiz.... when it starts...... Haiz...... They said have to learn some kind of thing...... which is....... " BANDAGING" What the... !!! Then they said we have to learn all this in two dayz time.... Waseh...... Dunno I can do it or not..... Cz.... I can't remember all those steps..... Haiz...... They said got test on Thursday... Haiz...... After the Theory exam then got BSMM's test........ Wah........ Bt I won't go cz I got practice at school.... you know....... new student's dance..... hahazzzz....... I'm so lucky !!!! Bt I have to sit for that test soon...... Haiz...... Also have to study........ This afternoon..... Haiz..... We got an activity ......... Haiz... which I hate most....... " MARCHING " Haiz........ Very tired oh.. really very tired....... First time........... of course lar........ Haiz........ Y the activity is in the afternoon.... very hot eh....... My skin get darker and darker and darker and............. Haiz......... 2moro is the second day........ Haiz...... dunno got marching or not...... 90% got lar....... Haiz........ nvm lar....... I'll try my best to do it............. Even though I dun like it.......


Jia you oh !!! I can do it !!! I know I can !!!! + u !!! ^.^.^

My bez fren

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ARH !!!!! Hate this subject !!!! It alwayz makez me very mad and sad !!!!! I'm tired !!!!!!! Wanna tell the teacher already !!! I don't care anymore !!!!! This is the third time I wanna tell the teacher. Last two times...... Haiz........ My mom scolded me jz now cz I get B in my Chinese. Very hard to understand those "words". Haiz....... Bcz of Chinese, I might get the last in class. A little happy and a little sad 2day. I got 28 over 30 in my KH and 95% in Geography. Ha hazzz......... But all my marks are lower than my friends. Never mind lah.... At least I've tried my best. I guess. Ha hazzz...... !!! Theory exam is very very very very near !!!!! It's on the 10th of March!!!! Fast leh !!! Ha hazzz.......... I got two exam papers that I haven't done yet... Ha hazzz....... Haiz........ Wanna cry now !!!! Cz I saw something and I've remembered something !!!! ARH!!!!! One more thing.... Ha hazzz.......... Erm........ Wanna tell Kit How !!!! Erm........... You're a very nice guy !!!!! We talked about a lot this few dayz !!!!! Ya , a lot !!!!! Thanks yea !!!! You taught me a lot !!!! My step brother - Amos also !!! He He !!!! You guyz really taught me a lot of things that I dunno!!!!! Ha hazzz !!!! Very lucky to be you guyz' new student !!!!! I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo lucky !!!!!!!

Test papers are given back...... T.T.....

AH!!!!!!!!! Very SAD ah...... My sejarah only....... T.T....... 60% !!!!! This is the worst I think. Haiz........ My Chinese leh..... Hai ya...... no need to say lar......... Only 70%...... Very POOR eh....... Haiz............. But my English....... Ha Ha........ Except Adeela, I'm the highest.... Yeah !!! BUT.... In paper one only...... I score 39 over 40...... Just one question..... Haiz......... And Science..... Haiz...... Only 88%..... My friends get 90+ eh........ Haiz...... But....... Never mind lah...... I'll try again in the next test..... And I'll score higher marks next time..... I promise..... Ha ha........... Erm......... Maths...... My favourite subject..... But..... only 89%........ Someone get 98%...... Haiz......... Very careless lor..... Hai ya..... !!!!!! Ha Ha......... Didn't check after I've finished....... Regret already..... But ... no use lar...... My target is90%+ and yet I get 89% only......... First test in form one is harder than I thought....... Haiz.............. Need to be more hardworking...... Ha ha........ Erm......... Haiz........ Got a lot of hw this few dayz...... So very bz lar........ Then, a boy...... He'll call me at least three times a day..... Haiz...... Make me very very very very very bz........... And I had a very strange feeling about him b4..... Ha ha.......... And also a guy(Mango). Students who were in 6B last year(2007) know him........ He alwayz call me and ask those nonsense questions........ Ha ha....... My friends know why........ Those who were in 6B(2007)...... Ha ha......... Erm....... Just feeling sad 2day.... Cz I score very very very very very low marks in the test..... Haiz......... Especially Sejarah......... And Chinese.... I'm a Chinese and yet I get 70%..... Haiz.......... And one more thing..... How did Kit How get my blog's name???? I'm wondering................. Ha ha.......

Wow.......

Hi again........ Wow!!!!! First time go to CC !!!! Shaw Ming lor......... Haiz........ Ha ha.......... Erm....... This morning went to school..... BSMM ma..... Very tired and sleepy........ Bt erm....... Very fun lar..... Playing games......Haiz..... Have to march......... Y?? Erm...... Don't march can or not ??? Ha Ha........ Guess cannot ...... Erm...... Haiz...... 2nite got violin and harp lessons........ Haiz....... Very tired to go........ A lot of homework..... And also my theory...... 2moro morning got piano lesson already..... So fast....... Two weeks already gone......... 2moro also got Sunday school....... Haiz..... I think got test 2moro.......... Haiz......... I'm bored now........ Haiz...... Erm........ Went to Harp & violin lesson 2day........ The song was very very nice......... For harp lar............ But very very very very hard......... Haiz..................... Nvm lah.......... I got soooooooooooooo much time to learn.......... hahaz........

Why it has to be me???

Haiz........ Why ... Why... Why......
I'm a very fearful girl and then I saw "something" that I shouldn't see........
Why it has to be me.......... Why it doesn't happen to the others.........
Haiz..................................................................................................
Until now I can't 4get what had happened last time......... Almost 5 years already.........
Last time.... I went to the washroom at my grandmother's house. The wind blew very strong as I was in the washroom.............
Before that.. My friend told me that if the wind blew very strong and there's "something" there...
Then, I heard something......... "Knock Knock"........... It kept knocking the door......
I thought it was my cousin...... So.... I said "STOP IT!!!"
But it still kept knocking the door.................................... Then.... I went out...........
I saw something looking at me and "it" was very horrible ........
After that..... I'm afraid to be alone all the time............ Especially the washroom................ hehe.....
Even in my own bedroom ...................................
So....... I hate that people always leave me alone ........